The only company there's ever been

I have found in this journal. More out of desperation than anything else. To have someone to talk to that could listen, or at least observe what there was to be said. (not that anything ever was (but we know better than that, don't we?))

Not said, but listened to. The observer sits in observance of what there is to hear. the thinking thinks, the observer listens.

In quantum, for something to exist it has to be observed. what is the observer? what is being in observance of? and how consumed can you become with that? i don't know.