With that Ekim paced, preparing to go on. You could tell he was listening to himself, formulating the words for his next sentence.
HONEY
(her arms wrapped around bent knees,rocking to some inner beat)
Would this be a good time to go? I mean, I really have to go...to the bathroom. How about a break?
Breaking his train of thought, Ekim looked up and surveyed that Honey was not the only one in agreement with her suggestion. Looking at the clock...
EKIM
Okay. Let’s not be to long, 10 minutes and we’ll finish this off.
Looking at Honey with a twinkle of compassion in his, and a nod of his head.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Go!
Honey’s face released to relief and she sprung like a deer startled from its resting place. Several others followed. Ekim returned to his train of thought, making use of the break to further prepare. So he didn’t really see the woman standing a little behind him till he turned around in the continuance of his pacing.
JEN
Excuse me.
EKIM
Oh, hello.
Her eyes were the deep green of the forest, made more so by the hue of her shirts, a v-neck with cap sleeves, no logos or markings, just a mantle to set off the depth and intensity of those eyes. Ekim had the feeling of swimming in the depth of her gaze. She didn’t seem to mind, she didn’t seem to be looking for it. She just had a peace in which his gaze left no ripple of disruption.
JEN
Is it true?
Broken from his comfortable swim, his face turned to puzzlement. Wrinkles appeared across the bridge of his nose the way his father’s had.
EKIM
Is what true?
JEN
That you’re quitting.
Her arms were crossed, forearm to forearm, palms cupping opposite elbows. Her stance was even weighted, a little more turn out than normal, giving away what was a likely background of time spent at the ballet bar.
EKIM
Well, I wouldn’t say I was quitting.
JEN
You’re not going to teach any more are you?
EKIM
That’s my plan.
Her face got serious, more determined, taking on a subtle defiance to what she was hearing.
JEN
You can’t.
Ekim looked away now, unable to hold her gaze. Down towards the floor, and reflective at what had brought him to this conversation.
EKIM
I’m teaching now.
JEN
But you must continue! What you have to say is too important.
EKIM
Doesn’t seem like it. I rarely get an audience this big. When I announced this workshop, in the writing of it, the words just come out of me that this would be my final presentation.
She looked up to call down help from above.
JEN
You’re too good and you must not let anything stop you from sharing your genius with the world.
EKIM
You haven’t even heard my “So what?” yet.
JEN
Doesn’t matter. What you’ve said so far is beyond whatever else is out there.
Ekim found himself wondering if it was her adulation that made the chemistry so strong between them or if that was just a tantalizing bonus. She was small, but looked sturdy. Her tights went just below the knee, actuating well developed thighs and the calves to support them.
JEN (CONT’D)
I’ve been exposed to pilates ever since I could dance, but never like this.
EKIM
(a bit awkwardly)
Thank you. I’m happy you’ve had a chance to hear it first hand. There are others who know the idea and it will not die away without me to press it forward.
JEN
But why stop now?! They, we, need you.
EKIM
(a soft smile pulls into a saddened face)
I got tired and I didn’t like the way my attitude was going. Stories of Joe in his later life describe him as bitter and disillusioned. I want something different from my future.
JEN
Like what?
EKIM
Like peace of mind. Not caring so much. A shack on the beach, a little girl like you to be my surfing maven.
JEN
(with a tilt of her head and a taunt in her eyes)
I surf.
EKIM
See? That’s much more appealing than pressing a view out into the world that nobody wants to hear.
JEN
I want to hear. We want to hear.
EKIM
So I’m glad you’re here. Let’s leave it at that, okay? Now you’ll have to excuse me, I need to go, too, and it seems almost everyone has had their chance. Don’t you need to go?
JEN
No. I’m a camel.
With that Ekim backed away until he had to turn, wondering what that lustrous brown cinnamon bun of hair would look like released from bobby pin hell.
Not quite the break that he was expecting. It did though give him some distance from his delivery. And a chance to come anew to the conclusion of his presentation. Talking with Jen brought to the surface how it was to be his last. As he re-entered the studio, several conversations were in heat, but the tone died down and everyone disassembled to there previous places.
EKIM
(standing before the group)
When we started I told you there was a “Why” a “What” and a “So what?” Why do we do pilates? What is pilates? And so what?
EKIM (CONT’D)
Why we do pilates is because of gravity. Gravity forces the issue of alignment. Alignment is perceptible via tension. It takes two points to trigger fluorescence.
As he did this, he used sign language for each statement. This was a talent he picked up from presenting in so many different countries through translators. After the first couple trips around the merry-go-round of the mantra, gravity to fluorescence, meaning arrived by gesture before the words.
EKIM (CONT’D)
What pilates is, is an idea. Pilates is an idea. Pilates is uniform eccentric loading flowing through progressive patterns of movement.
His sign language was a fluent visual chorus.
EKIM (CONT’D)
(no more signing, arms outstretched, palms up)
So what? What does that mean to you and me? Pilates has been around for 90 years, has spread all over the globe. What difference does the idea make?
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea gives you two wonderful gifts. First it explains the tradition, and second, it sets you free.
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea explains the tradition because it exists within the original sequence of the mat, its creator's definition, and his promise. It cannot be influenced or corrupted by time, but remains the same yesterday, today, and forever.
Ekim gestures behind him as he says yesterday, points to where he stands as he says today, and far out over the group’s head’s as he says forever.
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea gives you bedrock to stand on. You can teach with confidence and authority.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Ekim pulls imaginary clothes from his chest just as Clark Kent would begin his change into Superman.
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea sets you free. It sets you free from a lot of things. It sets you free to do and to be a lot of things.
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea sets you free from aristocratic tyranny. From elders, their sycophants and their dogma that presumes who you know is more important that what you know.
It sets you free from the snobbery and self absorption of elitism, often found in the dance community. There’s a big difference between being elite and being and elitist.
HONEY
Wait a minute. Could you run that one by me again?
Embarrassed, but so into what was being said she didn’t want to let it go by without a better grasp.
EKIM
Sure. Being elite means you are superior. Being an elitist means you believe you are superior. For example, many pilates instructors come from the dance world. They believe that because they were dancers they have some special advantage in the pilates world that makes them better than mere mortals. Fact is, dancers suffer a disadvantage when it comes to doing pilates. Dancers tend to project out into the audience taking their alignment of center. They are forever looking in the mirror, a concentric approach, instead of an eccentric approach. Then tend to hinge instead of fluores. Not all dancers. Ballancine reportedly chastised dancers for looking in the mirror saying just what pilates says: that you have to know where you are in space from the inside out. Often, a self image that could not be supported as a dancer is more easily passed off in the pilates world. So the idea sets you free from unfounded elitism.
JEN
If a dancer were really a dancer, she would be dancing.
EKIM
Yes, and to use pilates as a means to another end is done by many.
EKIM (CONT’D)
(looking at Honey)
Learn from the elite, those who have the ability. Be on your guard of those who would have you believe there elitist attitude matters more than their ability.
HONEY
I get it, thanks. There sure are lots of elitists in pilates.
EKIM
(laughing)
Yes, there are, and that’s one of the things from which the idea sets you free.
EKIM (CONT’D)
The idea also sets you free from other creatures you will come across in the pilates jungle. There are intellectuals, blenders, extenders, pretenders, and money makers. These jungle creatures threaten your sense of self, threaten your understanding of pilates as an idea. Threaten your confidence to teach the method of Joseph Pilates as it was originally taught with validity that continues to this very day.
EKIM (CONT’D)
First on the scene are the intellectuals, those whose heads are so big they barely fit into the door. The MDs, the DOs, the PTs, and the scientists. They would have you believe because they are smarter they can teach pilates better. They threaten you with fear. They try to keep you in your place, and hold onto their’s of superiority over you by saying, “You could hurt someone!” That’s the number one expression of intimidation used against new comers. Accept their party line and you lose the essence of pilates. Because pilates is more then science, more than thinking. Only at the level of quantum mechanics can science get its arms around pilates because at that level you must acknowledge the observer. The observer is not the thinker. The observer exists outside the thinker. To avoid hurting someone takes more than smarts. Smarts often get in the way. Remember pilates is the complete coordination of body, mind, and spirit...not body, mind, and more mind.
He grins.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Everyone signs a waiver acknowledging risk. And whether you just got here or you have been teaching for your whole life, you or your client can get hurt in the blink of an eye.
BETTE ANN
That is so true! I’m constantly on guard for how an exercise can go south. The moment I assume nothing with happen something does. You always have to have safety foremost in your mind.
RICHARD
Teaching side splits on the reformer was my lesson. Standing in front of the client modeling arms out didn’t help a bit as she started waiving her arms, losing her balance falling backwards. All I could do was wave goodbye. There was another reformer behind her. She could have gotten really hurt. Luckily she didn’t. And I learned my lesson, be where you need to be to keep things from...what did you call it?
BETTE ANN
From going south.
EKIM
Great. Good stuff. Thank you for sharing.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Let’s go on. Another creature in the jungle is the blender. The knock-off-alates crowd that blend some other activity into pilates as though pilates has no essence of its own. Yoga is a good example, and golf, and in the pool, and on the dance floor. It’s okay to blend pilates into other modalities. They wouldn’t be viable if pilates didn’t have the bedrock essence that it does. And certainly, leaning on the cachet of pilates continues to support an ever growing cadre of pilates aberrations.
MARGARET
What a minute. Are you saying these blends have no value?
EKIM
Sure they have value. People go pay for them don’t they? I’m saying the only way the value is deserved is if the knock off maintains the integrity of the ideal within its expression. Many, if not most blends exploit economic opportunity paying only lip service to the method that makes the money. If pilates didn’t have such a pure essence of its own it could never support the number of knock-offs that are out there. And the list seems to be growing by the second. Knowing the idea of pilates sets you free to make money off of just teaching the essence of pilates without having to make up something new to draw economic interest. Is it okay if we go on?
MARGARET
(nods her head but says nothing)
EKIM
It’s one thing to be a blender because you at least acknowledge the influence of the method you are drawing interest from. When you are an extender you drop the “alates” altogether. For example, instead of calling your work gyrolates you make up a completely new name, claim it to be a far superior methodology, legally structure it into a money making machine, and take what is fruffy energy work subjectively and arbitrarily determined by its creator and pass it off as the whole cake rather than the fancy frosting it is to the real cake of pilates.
BETTE ANN
How can you say that! I am certified in the method you speak and I take what you say as an insult. You don’t know what you are talking about.
EKIM
Granted. I may not know what I’m talking about when it comes to that method. But I do know pilates. Pilates is the foundation of movement through space. It comes a priori to yoga.
EKIM (CONT’D)
(looking at Honey)
That means it comes before yoga. It doesn't come with the baggage of yoga, one of the reasons I like it so much. It’s just you, your awareness, and your will, without interpreting what it all means.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Whether it’s yoga or some elitist extension of pilates that goes by another name you will never replace or usurp the truth found in the pilates method. The idea of pilates sets you free from these kinds of detractors.
Now let’s turn to the creatures in the pilates jungle who threaten your freedom the most, the money makers.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Pilates has been propelled into the spotlight because there is so much money to be made with it in the fitness industry. One of the biggest money makers in the industry advertises the question, “Are you getting your share of the market?” They are selling fear. Fear of competition, and greed. So they sell you solutions to give you an edge that will attract clients and grow your business. The profit motive has all but ruined pilates because it has taken the method into turnkey solutions that focus on group delivery from stackable equipment. The personal trainer has gotten shoved to the bottom of the money making totem pole. But they can show you how to buy their stuff and pack a room with profits. If the sequence of pilates has to be altered to facilitate group classes, so be it. After all they don’t understand the significance of the sequence anyway.
Ekim’s head is down, surrendered to the plight of pilates in the onslaught of profiteers.
EKIM (CONT’D)
Finally, there are just the flat out pretenders. They’ve taught group exercise or been a personal trainer for years. They teach pilates like they teach anything else. From exercise to exercise, they get it going and they beat it to death. They don’t appreciate the necessity of flowing through from one exercise to the next. They don’t care about lactic acid build up. All they know is more reps is better. Uniform usage and alignment to get there aren’t even considered. All you can do when caught in one of those classes is do your best, and then rest. Afterwards, maybe apply for a job.
Ekim isn’t even looking at the group now. As he paces to and fro the landscape of creatures in the jungle seems too oppressive. A long pause goes by, a big inhale, and then he looks up at the intense faces of the group before him. Smiling, as though in an effort to choose hope he continues.
EKIM (CONT’D)
So the idea sets you free from all those creatures. The idea makes you King Kong in that jungle, not swayed or threatened by any of them. The idea sets you free to be confident that what you teach is pilates. The idea sets you free to be creative in your teaching, honing your skill, getting profound results from delivering exercises not learned from a DVD, but created on the spot for a specific need with a specific client in any condition, with whatever goals, while staying true to the idea of pilates. What you teach has progressive pattern, considers loading, looks for eccentricity and uniformity, all the while pressing the flow to get the fluorescence of body, mind, and spirit, all completely coordinated in the moment of the doing. Your learning comes from inside you. Your innovation comes from your evolution as a teacher, being a sensational instructor. For your pilates to be truly innovative, even revolutionary, it has to stay connected to the idea, or how can the innovation you make have anything to do with pilates? The idea sets you free to learn about you, to learn about your clients, to take them where they never imagined going. The idea sets you free to find the joy of discovery within, and then share it with the rest of us. The idea is incorruptible, eternal, and sets you free to teach powerfully, with authority, connected to your passion. What could be better than that?